Sunday, November 29, 2009Y
我很难过。因为每当我想约表弟表妹出去看电影的时候，我的母亲大人一定会阻止我，叫我不要在organise outing了。这些话听起来真刺耳。我已经快绝望了。我就像中间人，想挽留这份亲情，可惜的是但是不是每个人珍惜这份亲情。他们大人之间的恩怨不知不觉的影响到我们。我多怀念以前的日子，一起出国，一起看戏。我多希望写封信给阿妈，告诉她我是多么的难过因为我已经跟表弟表妹慢慢的疏远了；五姨半夜起来哭因为这所谓的家，已经散了。
亲情是无价的，是用一生的血汗钱也买不回来的。那为什么大人不要好好珍惜呢。
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bEar growls at 4:38 PM
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Saturday, November 28, 2009Y
结束十页的笔记 记不住那一种感觉
桌上烦人的考题 怎么算也都是无解
谁了解我 救得了我
空气里有个声音 偷偷说你没有用
你关心我的最近 说你也有同样心情
面对这类的问题 我们总是没有心力
钟声响起 怎么继续
我跳不出相同逻辑
不断追着我 整个学期
没有意外一直重来
也许真的还是一样的难
说过的那些话还是不明白
在谍对谍之间徘徊
没有意外又要重来
只好在图书馆找回一点浪漫
幽默的安慰着我然后笑着说
可能是
寂寞它考倒了我
这是以外 我好想重来
只好在图书馆找回一点浪漫
幽默的安慰着我然后笑着说
就让我
寂寞考寂寞的过
寂寞的过
寂寞它考倒了我
结束十页的笔记 寂寞还在我身边
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bEar growls at 10:43 AM
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does missing the person means that u love the person?
does feeling jealous when people are nice to her means that u love the person?
does shy and not knowing what to say means that u love the person?
i think i am just very nice. i said before that if my good friend likes the same girl i like, i would definitely not fight with him for the girl cause it will probably end our friendship, that is just one of my principles and i know it also means that i dun like that girl enough but i think thats not true cause i still like the girl but i hope that she can have someone better always. but then again isnt love suppose to be selfish
so what is love, my wise ones.
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bEar growls at 3:33 AM
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Tuesday, November 24, 2009Y
today marks the end of the first paper and i seriously think that it sucked. i mean i just couldn't remember some of the tiny details that were tested and they were details that i srsly didnt think it would come out. arrrh! it's the paper that i hope to get a good grade and now its gone. gosh!
i am into the state of cuiness to the max liao. freaking no motivation to study hahas, too nua. i just got my posting for sgh and there's this inertia in me like somehow its great that i am not in ward 46 cause there isnt posting to 46 this sem but then again, the people that i am posted with aint people that i really know, not that i am close to alot of people in nursing zzz but at least i tot i could be in the same ward as like angie or imran, but oh wells.
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bEar growls at 11:04 PM
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Saturday, November 21, 2009Y
i was looking at the hall stay receipts and i realise the meals in hall actually cost alot and i feel bad for not eating ):
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bEar growls at 7:12 PM
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i hope this is not the last time we will be seeing each other.
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bEar growls at 1:20 PM
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Saturday, November 14, 2009Y
sometimes, saying too much isnt always the right things. the more u say, the more mistakes u make. its not always about proving a point, i think i said too much and that's it. like a spark that fuel the explosion of awkwardness.
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bEar growls at 5:26 AM
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Monday, November 09, 2009Y
so happy! :) cause i had an amazing dim sum on a sunday morning!
the dim sum escapade!
we found the place!
waiting for the lift!
and when the door opened we found ourselves actually at the back of the kitchen
so we entered the rest from the kitchen and found an empty table and quickly sat down, then the waitress asked us:"你们开桌了吗?" we said no and she helped us to 开桌. yup and thats hw we got to eat the dim sum without having to queue
our fav!
the latecomer
the dessert :)
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bEar growls at 5:09 AM
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Monday, November 02, 2009Y
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bEar growls at 5:08 AM
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Friday, October 30, 2009Y
Its friday again! 15hrs to night cycling :) it will be super tiring hahas, i nearly died during last week recee.
anyway i realised i miss those days. it was seriously fun and i had great times with them!
jeez, exams are coming and i think i am super slack. my sleeping hours still the same, nocturnal. but i realised i knock out faster this semester, can't tahan till late nowadays compared to the past.
thinking about the fact that hannah, rae and deb are leaving makes me sad. they will be going over for 5 years! no joke, its seriously a long time sia and the fact that we seldom meet because of what has happened in the family makes this worst. i missed the carefree days of the past :D
good luck to me, tmr got lab test.
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bEar growls at 5:28 AM
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Thursday, October 29, 2009Y
this is what crazy people do in hall.
it's been a crazy for the past weeks with so many deadlines but i am glad that i got to met up with emonemosteffilo.
i <3 twitter and tumblr.
i am getting tired of everything but i am glad the sem is coming to an end. its super fast to be honest and hahas i got posted to SGH again.zzz
bEar growls at 6:57 AM
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Tuesday, October 20, 2009Y
i need to practise more for sepak cause i seriously suck at receiving.
anyways yesterday was super fun. went over to blk c to return evelyn her picture then started talking lor. then kai jia gave a superb suggestion cause she said very boring must do smthg more fun and she suggested why nt lets go west coast. then i was like ok, i dun mind and zhen lin also didn't mind but can see that evelyn was super tired liao. hahas, so we decided to play 3 rounds of 海带 so if i win we will go! yups and i won laa! so kai jia was quite sian i tink LOL! we decided on pyjamas theme and walked all the way to west coast for mac breakfast. pyjamas + pillows hahas super random. yup and the best part is i met weihao kor kor there haha, super sians. but it was super fun :)
just bath after the honey water ponding thanks to level 5 girls. thanks for the coma shirt also and the cake this afternoon at science. i realli dun like cakes other than cheescake lol! yups cant believe so fast, another sem is abt to end :(
cant wait to go drinking at shenton way harrys again :D
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bEar growls at 5:10 AM
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thanks for everything :)
thanks for the honey water ponding, thanks for the making my 22nd a memorable. thanks for making the time to plan. love the open air movie screening :)
thanks for the shirt, thanks for the cakes
thanks for all the well wishes :)
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bEar growls at 5:04 AM
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